Really, you are. You are the best.
I don’t have any excuses for the fact that it really has been almost a month since I’ve been here.
In fact, I miss being here.
We are all loving Texas! There is just something about Texas that I can’t describe. Maybe it’s because we are in the good ole’ South again, but it’s just so warm here. And I’m actually NOT talking about the weather.
We are loving are new church home. Bart is having a blast with his new team and Lil’ B is lovin’ pre-school. I’m up to my ears in bible studies, well actually just two, but I’m lovin’ both of them. One is still with Bible Study Fellowship (BSF) of course, and the other is with our women’s ministry at our church.
I figured they would be a great way for me to be proactive in meeting people. I was right. I’m enjoying both the studyin’ and the women.
So really we’re all good.
I just can’t seem to find my rhythm in my days yet. The past two years, I have had this routine, even though I didn’t realize it then. I would wake up earlier then everyone else and have some time by myself. Me, my coffee, and my bible. When Lil’ B would go down for his nap, I would usually paint, craft, blog or all three.
Here, this isn’t happening. Lil’ B isn’t sleeping so soundly yet and is waking us all up bright and early. He also no longer thinks napping is cool! Who does he think he is?
He still has rest time in his room, but I’m desperately needed every ten minutes or so to do something for him. Which is my priority of course, so I don’t really mind. This just makes my time to do the stuff I used to do difficult.
I’ve contemplated the fact that maybe it was time to stop blogging. Maybe that season for me is over. But I really don’t want that and don’t truly believe that’s the case at this point.
And every now and then I get a sweet email or comment on here from someone who can relate to our story in some way and they kindly send some sweet words my way. This, of course, inspires me to want to be here more and more.
With all that said, I hope you don’t mind my inconsistency here. I hope you’ll be patient and hang around is I find my rhythm in this new season of our lives.
The connection I have been able to make here with y’all has been such a blessing. Especially during a point in my life where connections for me had become few. I honestly have a place in my heart for y’all and this blog. I pray for each person who stops by here!